Friday, June 4, 2010
All Done (almost)
Totally random, but I realized last night when I reread my last entry that I spelled "edible" wrong. I didn't consider fixing it until my friends pointed it out to me. But even so I've decided not to change it, Why? Because I feel like that's me, I make countless spelling errors, so I find that this way, I'll remember how to spell eatible--eatable? er
I finally got all my summatives done today (well except for English summative, but that's on Monday and I'm pretty sure that our group will do just fine) Now I just forgot what to say..ohjesus... Oh right. I got my strings summative done today and I realized something. I practiced the piece I was going to play a lot of times and even in the morning I felt like I was totally ready--made no mistakes what so ever. But then when it came to perform, my hands were shaking and I made who knows how many mistakes--I even had to ask to restart my piece. At that moment I was saying in mind "crapppp..." I felt like the song was totally new to me and all that practicing meant nothing. I guess I thought I would do a lot better (than last year), like I wouldn't be nervous or anything but I did. Am I disappointed in myself? Yess of course, but I know I'll do better next year. (I should start practicing the piece more than two days in advance--thank you person I must not speak of for helping me with that last sentence. Anyways, other than that I'm pretty happy today.
Oh yeah, I got California sandwiches today and spilled double chocolate chip frapp on their counter top.
I finally got all my summatives done today (well except for English summative, but that's on Monday and I'm pretty sure that our group will do just fine) Now I just forgot what to say..ohjesus... Oh right. I got my strings summative done today and I realized something. I practiced the piece I was going to play a lot of times and even in the morning I felt like I was totally ready--made no mistakes what so ever. But then when it came to perform, my hands were shaking and I made who knows how many mistakes--I even had to ask to restart my piece. At that moment I was saying in mind "crapppp..." I felt like the song was totally new to me and all that practicing meant nothing. I guess I thought I would do a lot better (than last year), like I wouldn't be nervous or anything but I did. Am I disappointed in myself? Yess of course, but I know I'll do better next year. (I should start practicing the piece more than two days in advance--thank you person I must not speak of for helping me with that last sentence. Anyways, other than that I'm pretty happy today.
Oh yeah, I got California sandwiches today and spilled double chocolate chip frapp on their counter top.
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:58 PM
fate crumbled all around 2 identities
fate crumbled all around 2 identities